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Cake day: July 4th, 2023

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  • Last time (and first) i went to therapy i was low on money and because of our insurance i “only”(be warned, veru european amounts ahead) had to pay my “own risk” clause which sat at €385. But i REALLY needed some form of help during that time, i had some job interviews and i was physically unable to drag myself to them.

    I got about halfway and just break down completely, so i was desperate and literally stuck in life from my point of view.

    So i went to therapy with my last money and ended getting 3 sessions and a “we can’t help you there is nothing wrong here’s the bill tho”.

    I still don’t know how i managed to get out of there, but i can still feel it pulling in the background…this constant dragging brake.

    I don’t think psychadelics can get me out of this, i tried weed once and man did i have a bad time. I’ve always had this: “i wouldn’t mind not existing/suicide would be great right about now” kind of brain and the weed didn’t help the worse part of that battle.


  • CrowAirbrush@lemm.eetoMemes@lemmy.mlDealer I am
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    1 year ago

    I could’ve expected that, my wife takes zoo trips in Germany with a coworker and they also get loads of grocery’s.

    Just last weekend she brought a bunch of monster energy, 77 cents a piece. I pay €2,50 for a single can over here.

    She also bought kraken rum and a bottle of aberfeldy whiskey for me which were roughly €7 cheaper each.

    When i was 16 i worked at Albert Heijn and they stopped selling coca cola because the distributor wanted to make them €1,35 compared to the current €1,15. Albert Heijn said “nope, stop or we will stop selling”. The shelves were empty for a couple weeks and then miraculously filled with coca cola for €1,35 and not a word was spoken about it.

    But i stumbled on a mini documentary on yt about German grocery stores (specifically the huge ones apparently) and how they are losing money. So you might end up paying a similar price as us some time in the near future.


  • CrowAirbrush@lemm.eetoMemes@lemmy.mlEVs
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    1 year ago

    Nah you’re looking for a fight just to feel good, foolish person.

    I never said anything about old folks, ya weirdo. But since you’re so adamant i actually have a disability but i’m not taking no for an answer from life.

    I want to do good by our planet to the best of my ability even if it means i have a little more pain. It’s not like the pain will ever stop existing so i might as well do the right thing.

    Heck an e bike would actually make my commute longer, there is no sense in getting one for myself.

    I never hated on cars either, you just made that shit up like the rest that’s coming out of your mouth. If you want a car, go get it. If you need a car, go get it. If you don’t need one, GO GET IT. I don’t give a fuck.

    I just know like everyone else that battery’s are also fucking bad. Same as gas, same as using up all of earths resources etc etc.