I’ve been using feralhosting for several years now, and it’s great. You can setup a bunch of stuff on your slice, like the *arr suite and the bandwidth is way more than enough for my usage. The support is also fairly helpful granted you’ve read the documentation first, which can be a bit lacking on some of the issues I’ve had to troubleshoot. But most of the time it’s because I’m an idiot who reads diagonally. So yeah, highly recommend feralhosting.

In French we have liaisons, where in basically every word ending with an s followed by a word starting with a vowel, the s is pronounced “z”. For instance, mes amis (my friends) is pronounced “mez amis” instead of “meh amis”, des oiseaux (some birds) is “dez oiseaux” and not “deh oiseaux”. One of the many things that makes French hard to learn for foreigners.

Hey man, sorry you feel that way… You’ve probably heard it before, but suicide is a definitive solution to temporary problems. I hope you can find the courage to take the first step and ask for help before it’s too late. I don’t know where you live but there are probably hotlines or government run platforms to give you the resources you need. Best of luck to you…