Because you were most likely traumatized by social interaction as a child, and still have the trauma response in your nervous system.

I say that because that was my conclusion of my own experience.

EMDR therapy has been remarkable in allowing my nervous system to process and release that underlying trauma. Highly recommended.

There’s a beveridge here man!!!

Ooh. Finally something I know a good deal about.

I’m a mastering engineer and sync files with folks all over the world.

I have been using this really great app for the past few years: SAMPLY

https://samply.app/ Let’s all collaborators upload files and comments by timestamp are excellent. Works on a potato.

Also, for general big file swaps, The 2 most easily obtained by the majority of people in my experience are Dropbox and Google drive.