This is undiagnosed mental illness. Please get a mental health assessment (any hospital can probably do it, just call around).
It gets better. When I did this I was diagnosed with PTSD and anxiety. They put me on meds that immediately solved 50% of my worst symptoms. Overnight.
It was magical and my life has only continued to improve ever since
Transracial isn’t a thing. You can scientifically change your gender. You can’t change your race
Not my thing but I’ve dated fully functional adult women with similar items
Life is a crazy, scary ride. If it doesn’t hurt people, do what brings you joy
This is the correct answer. For me, it’s about 5 years in either direction.
No. He groomed you.
This is a, currently undiagnosed, mental illness. I would go get a voluntary mental health assessment (most hospitals will do this) and find out what it is. None of us here are qualified to diagnose you.
I did this once and found out I had PTSD and anxiety. They put me on meds that literally fixed my most annoying symptoms overnight. It was magical. And I’ve been so much happier since
Nobody owes you shit
They don’t. Only shady police that already lie about everything and use it as a tool to lie more effectively
About 4 days. I went on a “how high can I get from insomnia” binge with my friend when we quit drugs (yes, I’m aware of the irony).
We were both people who got into drugs really early (12 for me) and were voluntarily sober by 15-16. So we needed something to do while all our friends were dropping acid (and both already had insomnia).
Do NOT recommend. It’s the second closest I’ve ever come to losing my mind
Yea, but what’s the ROI? How do we profit? Who’s getting hurt in the process?
Because if it’s not hurting people, what’s the point
/s
Or you could use Plex and jump through zero of these hoops